I can't imagine how I can get myself into these situations, by being good to someone? For the life of me, I just don't understand how I can let this type of thing happen. This person who wants to be in my life has become a self centered egotistical asshole and that's not nice. Besides that he's going to drink that extra beer even if he shows his ass to the public. Now, that's putting it mildly, when I say that.
Now, I find myself being a babysitter as well, to a man who wants to do what "he wants to do" without regard to my feelings. I'm pissed to say the least. I feel that he is taking my love for granted and abusing our relationship. It's getting to the point that I want him to be somewhere else, and yet I know that if he goes, my heart will hurt greatly. I hope somehow, I can get the message across, without that having to happen.