Old

I'm so damned old and fat it's no wonder there aren't any men who want to have a relationship with me.  I keep trying  to find someone I want to be with, and they end up looking or acting like shit.  The one's I really want are a bit younger than me and take my breath away.  The idiots that want to have a relationship with me, are ugly and too demanding.  I fear they will get me only to get sick and have someone take care of them.  That's not going to happen, I'm not a caretaker or a nurse.  Not many chances to left to have a good life or romance with someone my age.......YUCK!