Friday, March 11, 2011

4 Walls...

Social World, to some is going to a spa, and visiting the local hang outs.  To other's it's a need that gets them out of the 4 walls of their lives.  I get into such a rut now that I am single and without ways of having fun.  I find myself heading the the local pubs in the evenings to be around people and get out of that apartment.  It starts closing in on me and I find that even if the people out there are hospitable, it's still better than sitting here eating and being alone.  It's come down to this and even though I would love to have a relationship, I am afraid of having a bad one.  Thus I come home alone every night and fall in bed hoping I will go to sleep.

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